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| I've decided that I'd rather smile over a lie than cry over the truth, so long as I never find out.
I don't want to be disappointed again.
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| Wow.
WOW.
This is so pointless.
I really miss my old Xanga. I think I'll use that instead, turn all the
old Protected into Private and start a new Protected and just post
there.
Because
wow
This is so lame.
I still like it. Keep it for old times sake and my previous entries.
But,
Wow.
WOW.
This is so pointless.
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| I'm gonna put this under protected from now on SORRY KIDZ.
Except right now I don't have a list or any entries, because I have nothing to say.
JUST SO YOU KNOW
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| Romeo and Juliet group today was rad. We did well despite not being to
do what we planned. Apparently Brayden is Mormon, and he couldn't make
it today. I think it's kind of funny how none of us are crazy Super
Bowl fans with no attachment to the television at the prime times.
Ahah, I love my group. Bruce is super nice. Matt has a good voice for
acting. Danica is amazing. Kimya's patient. Houston's hospitable. Too
bad Shana couldn't do anything today. I didn't really either, just help
out with stuff. Apparently I'm the director. Besides filming, I taped
up a dinosaur for Houston's bathroom and I became a Power Ranger and we
did. Stuff. Talked. It was fun. I love people.
Hmm. I feel funny. But I feel amazing. Tee hee hee.
Um, my dear friend who I love dearly and to death and I HEART HER SHE'S
SO SWEET keeps bringing up the fact that I continually fall under par
to her and her perception on Asians. Like I'll say "I don't know" and
she'll say, "You're supposed to know, you're Asian!" and when she gets
a problem right and I don't she'll proclaim, "OH I BEAT AN ASIAN" and I
know she loves me, she's always saying it, but often she will say
"You're my favorite Asian! I love Asians! I met an Asian guy and it was
COOL" and it's just really really REALLY getting on my nerves. I
absolutely adore her, and I've talked to her (I think, I'm pretty sure)
about it and all she says is "It's not offensive! I said I love
Asians!" and I can't deter her from that, she's very headstrong about
her opinion on things. So what do I do? I have no idea.
I've already tried talking to her, it hasn't really worked. Maybe I could get different points from you guys?
Huh. What does it mean when a boy offers you to use his chapstick?
:D
<3
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| Badminton tryouts today, and I
think I totally got in. We played doubles and stuff. And then we did
singles examinations, and I got Johnny, and I didn't have to do smashes
(YESSS). But I think I got in just because I know a ton of people. Even
Johnny knew who I was. Anna and Danica weren't there. :( Ah well.
If I make it in, I pretty sure I'm switching out of Ruth's class or switching Mannion.
Which I'm kind of sad about because I actually have friends now in Mannion.
And Mr. Ruth is super cool. It's nice, because he's something new.
Mesh.
Paging
was pretty cool. Jason was chairing Security Council and he knew I was
paging so he special requested me, yesss. It was pretty sweet. There
were so many delegates who talked way too fast, it was amazing. They
were super though. Chairing seems fun.
And a guy in the corner who looked like Mr. Haney ate some chips.
I
kind of wanted to stay out longer. Just because I have nothing else to
do, and they might have done Crisis. That would be INTENSE.
I think it might be time for
me to start wearing makeup. Danica's worn it for a while, and Hannah's
started recently, and Erika's been doing it for a little bit. I don't
know, I think I look 12 years old, which is bad because my next
birthday I'll be turning 15. I look so young. That might be a good
thing, but you know. I don't wear makeup at all, except sometimes in an
attempt to conceal acne. But that's happened like three times in 6
years.
I'm afraid of becoming
addicted to it and not being able to go without it as people become
accustomed to my dramatic eyes and eyebrows and lips and skin tone or
something, and one day, going without it and I just look so faded. I
know some girls who wear makeup everyday and then one day I see them
without it and they look so washed out, I'd rather not go through that.
I want to be valedictorian. That'd be fun. Beatrice got a B in second semester freshman year, so yay, I'm allowed one B so far.
Um,
HEART
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